I dreamt of you...
I was in your home, along with other people.
You were there.
You momentarily went into another room to get something
I somehow ended into another room that looked like a study.
I went over your desk
Lovingly looked at your papers and pens and things
Held one of your pens in my hand and decided to leave a short heartfelt, warm, uplifting message for you...
One that you would find out of the blue...
Just to make you smile...
And then the scene changed and we all were in my home, supposedly, and you were there
I was elated to have you there...
You suddenly disappeared into another room, yet again...
Some time passed away and I entered the room where my desk was at and gasped
You had written things for me to see on objects on my whole desk with Semi-Permanent marker...
You had even written on a rock I had gathered from the beach and colored as a child that I still have in real life, too...
I thought to myself : "This man is everywhere in my life... Everywhere... And yet... Where is he..."
I wish I could remember the wonderful things you had written...
But they felt like a warm hug.
I miss you so much...
It's this feeling that you were meant to be here
But somehow you are not
I want to go back to sleep, only to spend some more time with you...
How tenderly I love you...
Since you can't be here
Be well for me, please!
Keep going, my love...
My beloved magical heart...
Miss you always...
And a song for you...
Just for you....
Lyrics :
There's a letter on the desktop
I dug out of a drawer
The last truce we ever came to
From our adolescent war
And I start to feel the fever
From the warm air through the screen
You come regular like seasons
Shadowing my dreams
And the Mississippi's mighty
But it starts in Minnesota
At a place that you could walk across
With five steps down
And I guess that's how you started
Like a pinprick to my heart
At this point you rush right through me
And I start to drown
And there's not enough room
In this world for my pain
Signals cross and love gets lost
And time passed makes it plain
Of all my demon spirits I need you the most
I'm in love with your ghost
I'm in love with your ghost
Dark and dangerous like a secret (don't tell a)
Gets whispered in a hush (soul)
When I wake the things I dreamt about you (don't tell a)
Last night make me blush (soul)
When you kiss me like a lover (like to love her)
Then ya sting me like a viper
I go follow to the river
Play your memory like the Piper
And I feel it like a sickness
How this love is killing me
I'd walk into the fingers of your fire willingly
And dance the edge of sanity
I've never been this close
In love with your ghost
Ooh-ooh-ooh-hoo, ooh-ooh-hoo
Ooh-ooh-ooh-hoo, ooh-ooh-hoo-ooh-ooh
Unknowing captor, you'll never know how much you
Pierce my spirit but I can't touch you
Can you hear it, a cry to be free?
Oh, I'm forever under lock and key
As you pass through me
And now I see your face before me
One would launch a thousand ships
To bring your heart back to my island
As the sand beneath me slips
As I burn up in your presence
And I know now how it feels
To be weakened like Achilles
With you always at my heels
And my bitter pill to swallow
Is the silence that I keep
It poisons me, I can't swim free (it poisons me)
The river is too deep
Though I'm baptized by your touch
I am no worse at most (I am all the worse at most)
In love with your ghost
You are shadowing my dreams (in love with your ghost)
In love with your ghost (hoo, ooh-ooh-hoo)
Ooh-ooh-ooh-hoo-ooh, ooh-ooh-hoo-ooh (in love with your ghost)
