Letters to AP

Πράγματι... 

On my own... γενικά.

Γιατί μπορώ. 👑

Hellooo? 

8 f. y. 

8.

F.

Y.

Το δοκίμασες ποτέ; 

Stop. You don't know what the heck you are even talking about. 

You wouldn't last a day in my shoes...and you know it. 

8 years... In a grand total of 18...

Are you smiling? 

You should be. 

It's an accomplishment of yours. 

You just walk through the world, existing casually

Living YOUR LIFE 

and boom!

18 years of mine, gone. 

Just because you exist. 

Can you EVEN BEGIN TO GRASP what I have been through? 

No. No you can't. You never will. 

External validation my 🍑... Pffff

You've never met anyone like me and you never will. 

I can promise you that. 

You will never get it, I fear... 

Maybe it's for the best 

You don't seem to know what to do with me, anyway... 

You also just don't seem to want to even try. 

I can bring a horse to water 

But I can't make it drink... 

Nor do I want to... 

Drinking comes naturally when one is thirsty for what quenches their soul. 

According to some sources... 

But I guess not to you... 

I guess not. 

Όλα καλά! Μη σε νοιάζει! 

ΖΩΑΡΑ!!!

Profanities profanities... 

Έλα εδώ να σ'αγκαλιάσω Χριστιανέ μου... 

Ήμαρτον δηλαδή... 

Ή μην έρχεσαι... Ξέρω' γω πια... 

Κουράστηκα. 

Έτσι κι αλλιώς ότι θες εσύ γίνεται πάντα. 

Κάνε ότι θες και μπορείς, λοιπόν...

Τι να πω κι εγώ πια... 

Ό,τι μπορώ το κάνω όπως βλέπεις. 

(εσύ και όλος ο κόσμος, πράγμα που σίγουρα θα απέφευγα αν με ενδιέφερε η άποψη των άλλων...) 

Χαμπάρι δεν έχετε πάρει κ. Π.... 

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