Letters to AP

 Where's my big, tall

Handsome 

Wonderful man...? 

My Lion... (*deep sigh...) 

I melt whenever I think of you 

You are missing from my entire life... 

Where are you 

You are also missing out on all the delicious loving I sadly have - for you only...

Will I ever look into your marvelous brown eyes again... 

Will I ever look at the world through you again... 

Existential agony 

You torment and please me 

You are killing me slowly - quite literally 

Slow agonizing extinction 

I miss you, oh how much I miss you!

All of you...Even the parts that aggravate me...

You make me feel EVERYTHING 

All of it 

From the very depths of my soul... 

Every single day of my life... 

Where are you, you mysterious creature 

Why are you not running through my veins casually 

It's Tuesday 

It's just another Tuesday, my love... 

Do you understand? 

Isn't that the most wholesome motive for you to finally blast into my life 

I want everything ordinary and extraordinary with you 

I want normal Tuesdays 

Today's never coming back 

Just like you 

You're not coming back, my love 

How I wish I wasn't missing you alone... 

Life is just so cruel, sometimes... 

This love inside me is still alive 

It's yours only

Burning me up slowly 

I burn for you 

Was it all pointless...? 

I love you...