I am not an angel.
I have low tolerance nowadays.
I am completely burnt out.
No... More than that.
I have nothing.
I gave my all to lost causes.
Black holes.
I may be broken beyond repair.
This is the temporary result of the energy I have extended to the void
Year, after year, after year, of my life, without getting anything back.
Not a single pebble of replenishment.
And it's not that I only gave to receive back what I poured out
It's just the result of everything I have ever felt or ever was - going to absolute waste.
It's that part.
It didn't matter.
Nothing mattered at all.
It was all wasted into nothingness.
It made no difference at all.
And now
I am not who I used to be, anymore.
I am while I am also not.
There is a different threshold sensitivity.
That makes me something different altogether.
Maybe it's temporary.
Maybe it's not.
I haven't got a clue.
But I highly doubt that a river can ever go backwards.
There have been too many tears
I am different now
Events, as a result of people's choices, have been set to motion
The momentum grew and grew and grew and finally materialized
I have emerged different
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