Letters to AP

 Well...

Now I'm confused... 

I have been trying to create something 

From the inside 

From my heart 

For years 

With you 

I guess that's not enough, either?

You confuse me... 

Everything can be explained! 

EVERYTHING! 

A wave, the blue skies, rain.... 

It's all connected, remember? 

Yes there are blueprints! 

So what??? 

Does that make it any less glorious? 

All of it! 

This is the human experience Mon Coeur... 

It's messy and predictable and heavy... 

I know we belong to the stars but we are here for now 😢

As human as any human can be 

Is it that horrible for you that we are also ordinary? 

Well... We are.... 

It's a show... 

Everything that is possible is happening around 

All of it 

And we need to reconcile with this truth 

There is a wave bigger than us that brings in whatever we deserve to live through collectively 

We need to be patient with the seasons 

The ebbs and flows 

It's all happening 

Everything 

And I know how aggravating that can be... 

I know you have a vision 

I always knew 

Don't kill it 

Keep your faith... The time will come my love... 

I don't know whether we will be the ones to witness it... 

But you are certainly creating a space for it just by existing... 

I love you...