Liquid Words - The Gallium Project

 Ages can be a complicated matter

He's in his mid 50s out there, presumably living like he's in his 30s 

And I am in my early 40s, feeling as if I am a 90 year old virgin by now 

Still grieving for an empty promise 

As if he was lost at war... 

And in more than one ways, he was... 

I am still trying to accept this utterly unfair, cold like death, fact 

My heart has had this weird pain since yesterday 

It's random like my whole life, I guess 

I will survive 

I have no sleep 

I am just laying here, still awake 

My cheeks are red 

Tears are rolling involuntarily from my eyes 

I never want to feel this way in my life ever again... 

And yet... 

I do know that 

This heartbreak is the only testament I have left as proof to the stars that 

I have loved wholeheartedly 

Presumably, that by itself 

Is something 

I'd still prefer to believe that 

In a way 

Everything is meaningful... 

All of it... 

I guess it is of little significance 

It is all what it is 

And nothing can take my tears back

What's done is done. 

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