Letters to AP

 So let me get this straight:

He was fluent enough to make me believe in him 

And when I actually did, 

he punished me for it by suddenly becoming a Stoic philosopher of some sorts. 

The very moment he could just explain to me what the heck happened, a cat ate his tongue. 

All this time he wrote about a hundred different things 

Except for the one thing that mattered. 

Where is his Word, now? 

Where? 

Where is the Justice in that? 

Who was he, anyway, after all? 

Look at him

A grown man 

Hiding behind his strategy 

Where did your beliefs go? 

WHO HAVE YOU BECOME? 

'Cause you're certainly not the man you said you were. 

Did you lie to me? 

Did you do it to get my attention? 

Well you have it now, so say it. 

Come on! 

Say it. 

If you are proud about it why hide? 

Sing it off the rooftops! 

Say : "I am a liar and I am proud of myself for it!" 

You know what... 

I don't know what in your life made you like this... 

I'm very sorry for whatever it was 

But you have to admit you let it turn you into an a$$. 

I really hope we can all heal 

But make no mistake 

Your silence was never part of my healing 

It was an open fucking sore 

All I did was love you 

I did not deserve this level of disrespect 

You were right when you said this, one day you will be the one who will want to talk to me but it will be too late then... 

I hope you understand how all of this was your own creation. 

From start to finish. 

How sad....

I don't understand what you needed me for in the first place, then.... 

It was all so pointless.... 

Why make me love you... 

I hate you for it!!!! 

I guess you thrive in my confusion... 

Well, does this please you? 

DOES IT? 

I forgot you turned to stone one day 

You can't feel anything, suddenly 

As if you don't have any blood pumping in your veins 

What the heck happened to you?????? 

ARE YOU EVEN ALIVE??? 

Hellooooo? 

Earth calling!!! 

You promised me.... 

YOU PROMISED!!!