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Never stayed
So, Love is over...
Love is over for me...
I know now that I will never be loved back
By the ones I love
And I have accepted my life
As it is...
(even if I still cry about it behind closed doors, or in movies, and concerts and weddings... Or whenever I witness tenderness between people who actually love each other...)
"All I loved, I loved alone."
And I was intentional and certain
I am proud of myself for being so clear about what I hold close to my heart
Those I love have always known in full detail
But I guess it's not happening for me
The cards have been dealt
And I have made my choices
My heart has chosen clearly
There is nothing I can do about it
But accept it for what it is
There are no fights left to be fought
I stand honestly bruised
It's all out in the open
It is known
And so
Dear heart...
From now on
We stand alone together
In this big, scary world
I guess being invited to a wedding today
Has triggered some tears
But I am happy that at least some people make it...
At least some people find each other and they don't let each other go
And they are willing to fight for each other
They have every intention of staying and they are fully ready to announce it to the world
That they will be there for the long run
That they will not look the other way because of some minor inconvenience or disagreement
That they want to dive into the waters of one another
And listen to them forever and care for each other's hearts
In order for the world to keep making any kind of sense to me
I really need to at least witness love around me
As much as possible
Even if it is not my destiny to ever experience it myself...
Because if not then this world becomes unbearable and colour less
And I don't understand what the purpose of anything is...
I only came here, in this strange, cold world for love
I have always known it
Anything else is irrelevant.
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