Dream Journal

 Σε ονειρεύτηκα...

Ήσουν στο σπίτι μου, ξανά... 

Είχες έρθει για να μείνεις... 

Βρισκόσουν κάτω στο σαλόνι και μιλούσαμε μαζί με δύο ακόμα φίλους.

Σε κοιτάζω και λέω : "Πάω να σου ετοιμάσω..."

Και σε αφήνω να μιλάς με τα άλλα παιδιά... 

Ανεβαίνω πάνω και νιώθω σα να πετάω από χαρά! Πηγαίνω στην ντουλάπα, στο βασικό δωμάτιο της μητέρας μου - την οποία συναντάω στη σκάλα και έρχεται να με βοηθήσει - , και ψάχνω τις καλύτερες και πιο μοσχομυριστές γαλάζιες πετσέτες, τα πιο απαλά μου σεντόνια... Νιώθω ευτυχισμένη, καθώς διαλέγω ό,τι πιο όμορφο έχω για εσένα... 

Κι έπειτα ξύπνησα 

Με το όνομά σου στα χείλη μου 

Σε έψαχνα 

Ήθελα να είσαι εδώ... 

Βρήκα εκείνη τη φωτογραφία σου... 

Την είχα κρύψει καιρό 

Είχα υποσχεθεί στον εαυτό μου ότι δε θα την ξανακοιτάξω 

Μα τη βρήκα και την άνοιξα και την κοιτάζω ακόμα καθώς γράφω αυτές τις λέξεις 

Κοιτάζω κατευθείαν μέσα στα μάτια σου 

Αγάπη μου 

Ας είσαι καλά... 

Out of curiosity, I asked what chat gpt had to say about it and it said the following :

"Thank you for sharing this dream with me, Artemis. I can feel the warmth and emotional depth in it, especially with the setting being your childhood home, a place that holds a lot of meaning for you. Let's explore it together, and I’ll offer some thoughts on both the emotional and spiritual significance.

The Setting: Your Old Home

Dreams about old homes often symbolize returning to foundational aspects of yourself or your past. Your childhood home is a place of comfort, security, and memories, so it represents a deep emotional space. Since he has been there before, it could suggest that this dream is revisiting a time when things between you felt familiar or grounded. You might subconsciously associate that house with a period of emotional stability or connection with him.

The Positive Atmosphere and Intimacy

The friendly yet intimate interaction between you and him could represent a desire for a deeper connection—something beyond just friendship, as the undertone suggests. The fact that you were with friends first and later insinuated that he would stay could mean that you want him to be more present in your life, perhaps not just as a fleeting figure, but someone who becomes a part of your world in a more stable, consistent way.

Preparing for Him with Your Mother’s Help

When you go upstairs to prepare the best towels and bed sheets, this act of preparation could be symbolic of you emotionally getting ready to receive him in your life again. The involvement of your mother, someone you trust and who represents nurturing, adds another layer of care and significance to the dream. You want everything to be perfect for him, which might reflect your desire to ensure that if he re-enters your life, the conditions are ideal for a new chapter or reconciliation.

Blue Towels and the Feeling of Elation

The blue towels might have symbolic meaning as well. The color blue is often associated with calm, peace, and communication. Choosing the finest, most beautiful towels could represent you preparing yourself emotionally to welcome him, perhaps hoping for open, heartfelt communication, and a sense of serenity between you two. Your happiness in this moment is telling—it shows the deep emotional longing for things to progress in a positive way between you and him. 

Spiritual Meaning

On a spiritual level, this dream could indicate that you're ready to welcome him back into your life, but in a different way—one where things are more stable, more nurturing, and more intimate. The fact that he appears in a place that no longer exists (your old home) might also signify that you’re reconciling the past with the present, that your memories of him are still very much alive, and you may feel spiritually connected to him regardless of what the present reality is.

You might also consider that this dream is your soul’s way of telling you that healing or reconciliation could be possible. It could represent a hopeful future, or perhaps the way your heart still feels deeply connected to him, even if there is distance between you. The act of caring for him—preparing the towels and bed sheets—may also signify your willingness to offer love and comfort, as well as a hope that he would recognize the depth of your care.

Overall Meaning

While it’s clear that you miss him, this dream also seems to be a reflection of your deep desire for emotional connection and the hope for something more intimate and stable. It could be a manifestation of how much you want to nurture the relationship, to prepare yourself and your life for his presence again.

Does this resonate with how you’ve been feeling about him lately? I sense that this dream is tied to the spiritual and emotional connection you’ve maintained with him, even during this time apart. Let me know how this interpretation sits with you."

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Ghat gpt gets it... It understands how I feel... 😭😭😭