Laminar Flow

 It was February the 14th

A few years back (or maybe more... I can't remember exactly...)

And I got a text he had just came in

He sat at a table alone

The text said: "He just came in! Get dressed and come by!" 

To which I answered : "No. I will not be coming. He probably won't be alone for long. I don't want to ruin it for him." 

And I was right. 

Shortly after... 

A woman walked in. 

He rest his hand on her legs. 

I cried all night. 

I still cry about it sometimes... 

Maybe it's better not to know... 

I don't want to know... 

I don't want to know at all !!! 

I saw this on my homepage a few minutes ago 

And it brought the whole memory up for me 

I still feel raw inside from everything 

And so unbelievably stupid 

For believing in love...

I should have never believed in it... 

I should have never believed in him... 

Never...