It was all too much for him
I had this yearning
This unfathomable longing for him
And that became the very ground upon which
I lost him.
But I would rather lose him in the light of absolute truth
Than to have him and pretend
See
I wanted every single part of it to be true
I wanted to lose myself in him
To experience it fully
I wanted to surrender
I wanted to feel him, to expérience him
Oh how I had hoped he would understand
But they just end up running nowadays , don't they...
Men...
Oh Well... Maybe we all do sometimes ...
It's the human condition to find fault in what we don't understand or are not ready for
He was never ready for the love I had for him
Maybe he thought he was
But he wasn't
I came here for this very specific wonder
I have been dreaming about it ever since I was a child
And it did happen to me...
I just thought...
He would love me back...
Turns out he doesn't.
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