Dream Journal

 You visited my dreams again last night...

Nothing happened. 

You were there. 

I nodded 'hi' 

You nodded back. 

And that was it. 

Your hair was longer than the last time I dreamt of you... 

Ps. I guess we all say things we don't mean, sometimes... I just wanted it to be true... I wanted you to be here... Always... 

Is that too much of a demand? 

Maybe it is... But you made me want it all... Everything... Life! 

I was in love... 

In love with you...

Without you the fire is out 

I only dream of peace and quiet

I dream of a simple and sincere life 

I don't care to be known by anyone 

I only want to remain soft in my brutal honesty 

I only hope for a kind, tender, soft life in return for this loss

Kindness is my only solace 

Peace is my refuge 

My only sanctuary